i must be the only person to wake up to grey skies with a smile on my face (((: hahahaha. this is what london should be like. grey, cold and rainy. this is what i came here for. sheesh.

i don't really understand why, but i seem to be able to read you like a book. its very disconcerting. and yet at the same time, i'm beginning to see things alot more clearly. i'm tired of always being left behind. just cos i'm not told of things, doesn't make me unaware of them. i'm tired of being treated like a fool. i don't see why i should let myself be in this kinda situations anymore. i don't think i'm capable of being whatever you all are. and i'm really happy that i'm not.

this time going home. so many happy days & nights. especially seeing how much you've grown stronger (: i like. alot. i thought it would have to take a few more years and all the shit to make you like this, much less be the person i know you can be. but you've taken the first few steps there. and when you said somethings, it just made me happier than anything you could have given me. that was the best present from you ever. and it makes me feel that maybe all that i've given to you have not been in vain. haha. i look to the future. with great hope & anticipation (:

i've been obsessing over anime lately :p esp this one: kyo kara maou. ahahaha. discovered it on animax & i've been hooked ever since. anime boys are just so pretty :D human boys just can't compare -.- sighs. sad. ahahaha. makes me want to go back to japan even more though. hehee.

ohh. & i watched this movie on e plane: sky of love. omg. i love i love ((((: heheee. had me bawling like a mad idiot -.- please watch! i'm in one my japanese craze phase again. heh. i'm going to take up jap again next yr. whee. haha. the boy in the movie is so cute :D hehe. just tt e fact he's born in 1990 is slightly 0_o god. i'm older than him. this is terribly scary. like i'm so used to thinking of actors as older than me -.- GAH.

hello pretty boy (:

yipeng. ahaha, there's a secret behind his XD smile

lydia (: outside mos.

jie & i at ps cafe.


jie & i in my car by the kallang riverside. haha

ziying & suefaye at island creamery. yumyum. my two sunshine girls (:

ahaha. horse-riding at vivocity. screw-style :p stef & seto

GUITAR HEROESSSSSS! i want more rachel! MORE MORE MORE. haha.

steffish-weffy :D


mingkie-poo

nintendo wii boxing. smirks.

with anwar at mambo. haha.

ahahaha. drunk boy & mark.

yangmeh, michelle, tag & alison.


e lse girls (:


gorgeous sunset from my dad's car :D hehe.

my mini 3S gethering. heibaibai :p smirks.

suefaye darling ((((: ahahaha. interesting night eh (;

botanical gardens late at night (:


the pond-ish stage where we had our midnight picnic.

birthday girl!

seto! i have asian boy shirt toooo (:

mingkie-poo. by candlelight.

rach in her demure positioin. whahaha. i have proof!


happy birthday ming (:

with 20 doughnuts to show our love.

MING!

LOVES


SCREW :D


-.- i cannot hope for anything better. hahaha.

robatayaki (: brought kaleni there. yumyum.

house at dempsey. he brought me there.


kaleni (: with no hair. heheheee.


deb & i at marmalade pantry. FURTHER AWAY BETTER :p


ziying at tramp comp!

monkey no1: noee


monkey no2: nat


one of e rj boys in e middle of his routine. barani i think. haha.


b div tramp team missing mel & wanchee ):

kaikai.


wenxin & juee!


wanchee at pepper lunch. ahaha


bea & amy at toast. i miss my dancers ):

yipeng with his oh-so-cool shades (rolls eyes)